Sunday, March 20, 2011

Hmmm

"Yesterday, Love was such an easy game to play, 
Now I need a place to hide away, oh, I believe in yesterday. 
Why she had to go, I don't know, she wouldn't say. 
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday. "


I love the Beatles. They've always got their shit together when i don't. They're my best friends, or at least they can be in my head.

Because.

Because the world is round, it turns me on
Because the world is round

Because the wind is high, it blows my mind
Because the wind is high

Love is old, love is new
Love is all, love is you

Because the sky is blue, it makes me cry
Because the sky is blue


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dWlLPJG9Cvg&feature=related


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YJXW11WpVaw

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Life sucks, then you die.

Well that's pretty much it. There's not much to explain. You go through life with constant disappointment and occasional happiness, and then it's all gone. Maybe I'm feeling a little pessimistic because I'm sick and stuff, but life's actually looking up lately, so i need to grow some balls and stop being a giant killjoy.
My mind is shutting down. Attempt to write out my feelings: FAILED.
here you go, have a fucking fantastic time: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b58iGYyenZE

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Too Late

My skin is dry, my vision is hazy and my face is hot. An average 1 AM around here. I'm listening to music from before I was even a tingly sensation in my dad's testes. But that's the best kind, right? I'm hungry after eating nothing but a sandwich that had two waffles instead of bread (we're all out), a frappe, and a brownie. Yay, fitness!

Today I'm really digging the Beatles. Everything they did was pure genius. Every single moment of almost every song is pure bliss. I've been listening to them for years, and it's weird to me that some of their best songs are unknown to a lot of people. "Dear Prudence", "Being for the Benefit of Mr. Kite". Amazing songs. "Rock Raccoon" is really amazing, too. I just love the music they made together, until that Oriental Benedict Arnold came in and ruined everything. But, what will be, will be. I can still enjoy their music. Everything they did was so revolutionary and different from every other standard upheld in their time. I wish I had known them, honestly. They're all I want to listen to right now. Since I'm not able to type without repeating the same words over and over and using extensive run-on sentences, I'm gonna leave you with some lyrics.

"Rocky Raccoon checked into his room
Only to find Gideon's bible
Rocky had come equipped with a gun
To shoot off the legs of his rival
His rival it seems had broken his dreams
By stealing the girl of his fancy."



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q-b776ypvS0

Monday, March 7, 2011

....

Hey there. I'm sitting on my bed listening to Daft Punk and staring at the $180 cash my mom just gave me, so life's alright. Today I was in one of the best moods i've been in in a long time. It was like an all-day pass to happiness. I talked to my friends, practiced Civil Disobedience with my teachers, deleted my Facebook page and got out of tomorrow's therapy session due to the Lady GaGa concert I'm going to, so, i am extremely at peace right now. Daft Punk has threaded its way into my nervous system, and when I listen to a select group of their songs in the right order my mind numbs and my body completely relaxes until I've melted into my mattress. It's pretty fantastic.
Since I'm feeling pretty alright, maybe I'll talk about some good things. For example: "Adventure Time". It's an awesome show. I do't know if you've ever watched it, but, if you have you know exactly what I'm trying to say. Every single moment of the show is perfectly timed and perfectly voiced, which is fantastic when you combine that with the fact that monsters are killed and Lumpy Space Princes lumping hates her parents. I'm very much in love with Finn, the main character who possesses a sword and glorious blonde hair under his animal hat. We are obviously soul mates.
I feel so good right now, and I am completely above the influence. My senses are numbed to everything, except for what i'm writing right now and the music that's pulsing in my head. My eyes are unfocused and  I feel that I couldn't lift my arms of legs if I tried. Best feeling in the entire world. I know if I snap out of this I'll start to think again which would subtract from the fantastic vibe I've been getting from inside the past few days. That would ruin the rest of this week so I think I'll stay this way for a while. I'm content with the main factors in my life, and when I ignore everything else I'm probably the only person on the East Coast who's happy with their lives. So... score.

Favorite song lyrics at the moment..... Well i couldn't choose just one lyric, so listen a little. Or a lot. Whatever floats your boat. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7rOcYi_y0a8

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Hi.

Hey there. I'm almost positive no one is ever going to read this because i don't really plan on telling anyone about it. I was convinced to do one of these by my psuedo-boyfriend, who does this ish a lot. He's pretty entertaining, i guess. I chose the most irritating font i could find so good luck reading this.  I'm pretty good at ranting, i guess, so this might be cool when something's bothering me. And a lot of things bother me. The things i care about most in this world are the people I love, music, and sleep. I don't say "friends and family" because people who say that usually have fake, superficial relationships with those people they say they love. I know i don't love all of my friends and definitely don't love all of my family.
Music is something that i love. It sounds super lame because people say that all the time, but it's true. There are certain songs that i feel inside my gut, and the feeling in the way the vocalist sings or moans or screams those lyrics with all of their soul gives me this insane yearning to be that person, and feel the emotions they felt to inspire such meaningful lyrics. Some songs i feel echoing in the back of my head every day, on a never ending loop all at once. It's an amazing chorus of every feeling i've ever felt, 24 hours a day.
Instrumental music is extremely inspiring. In some songs, there's an underlying emotion that you can sense even when there are no words, like in "Moonlight Sonata" by Beethoven, that deaf SOB. That song is probably one of my favorite songs ever just because of the few chords at the beginning. I get this afterimage in my mind of someone sitting at a bus stop in the rain, thinking about the person they now they just lost forever. That song can calm me down like nothing else i've ever experienced. It's sweet in the way the sadness is shown, because the person in my mind knows for a fact that they can't change anything and are willing to just accept what's happened to them. Because they deserved it.